Friday, 14 June 2013

Night Before My mathematics-2 Examination

The night before my mathematics-2 examination,
As I lay down for relaxation,
Closed my eyes covering my ear by headphone,
I dreamt of maths of eigen values and eigen vectors under the topic matrix
And of reducing quadratic equation to canonical form,
And of proof of divergence theorem and application of stokes theorem of very lengthy topics.
So many important questions that my math’s tutor Sir Apul told us to practice dance in my brain as if it’s gonna come in exam.
Not only that Sir Kumbu’s part application of ODE(overdose)i.e electric circuit and force vibration got fight in my brain of which one to study first.
So,force vibration won the fight and it let my whole body  vibrating which laid still on the warm bed
It forced my eyes to open wide just to negotiate simply by staring onto white walls
And say to myself it’s not fair,
That I should sleep and dream of LUFFY SAN(charater of one piece),
When I have had enough today(14th june).
I tell myself, that I have prepared well as well can be.
But unfortunately my fate depends on the papers that will be lend to me.
Whether it’s too long or too short I have only three hours which decides to pass or fail after studying 4 months in one compleete semester.
In the examination hall – the next morning,
I soothe all my friends and told them
“Come on guys, be cool like amul kool, all is well”.
And in my case, I leave my fate in the faith of God.
But in the end at all times turns out to be,
not as bad as my night’s dream.

Is Harsh Words Always Meant to Hurt Always ??????

Being hurt by someone we love and care the most is very excruciating and frustrating. we love and care them, we find ourselves forgiving his/her harshness the first time, perhaps the second and third time as well, before we realize we are just involved with a stoned hearted-person. However, because we strongly feel sorry for hurting ourselves, and we keep on ignoring their harshness, frankly speaking, it is not easy for any one to be patient when somebody throws evrey harsh words hitted to us for many times, even though we know that being patient is probably what is best for us.we hang on, with hope that things would change and they will never hurt us anymore but it contradicts alot
What we really need to ask ourselves when somebody throws harsh words are: Do i consider a peaceful life in which my friends hurt me and to fight back? Is being hurt by a friend our idea of love and respect for friendship? When we are emotionally involved with such happenings, it is not always easy to ask and answer such logical questions. We often smile for hurting our feelings, just for the sake of hiding how much our feelings are hurt, just to make ourself feel better about staying with them who does not truly respect us.. Of course, there are different kinds of being hurt- little ones and big ones, but when feelings are hurt it is still a hurt, no matter the size or reason for the feelings being hurt.

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