Unfathomable distress

When i try to convince my heads of something my heart know is a lie,it lays down the great wall of infliction whether i should believe it or just ignore it,cuz in every sense,life is unfathomable and mysterious.And,if something in my mind never comes to the expectation of what i must believe it and turns out to be what i should not believe it,the real life kicks me off from the line of believing it ever again.

This is not really a one time experience i have been experiencing,its like all the time i have been undergoing the same string of life journey.It becomes real hard to cope up with my cupid heart to wrap it again with sweet and flattery words.Detection of deception is complex and sophisticated ,yet Real eyes realise real truths.
Beguilement,deceitfulness and deception has extremely levelled difficulties to lead the path of my clean life,cux it contradicts something i know to be true.The truths on life and believing an sophisticated people with counterfeit identity gives a pseudo trust.The responsible to lead the quality life depends on self where life begins.As every dog has its day,my time has not come yet,it may.every dog deserves his day,like wise,i deserve better day.

As quoted by shakespear, let Hercules himself do what he may,the cat will mew,and dog will have his day.so,wangzom will have her own share of life to carry on besides being servant to unfathomable and deceitful natureBetter don't leave surveyed footprints if you are another dead man runing on my answerable journey with answer-less footprint,keeping an footprints of unfathomable story, walking over my smooth world having an intention to walk into another world,better leave my world without my notice.Rather leaving unfathomable lies behind every thoughts,something for which there aren't any words,better leave as it is untouched,its really complex to fathom who really you are.

Today with an independent thoughts,an ordinary girl who believed in her dream,comfortable in her imperfection.

To the precious person in the world-Father

Dear apa,

I love you.

My supporter

it was just a month passed, i departed from you,stayed with you for whole three weeks.we chatted less,discussed more.I always won an arguments with you,i always made my points against you,i always thought your ways of thinking and doing things were different.i shared you millions stories regarding my studies,my course,friends,world and social networks such as wechat ,facebooks yet i have never spared few moments to listen your stories,your work,your friends and your world.Thanks a lot for lending your ears to my boring stories.you have known when to offer me advice and when simply to wipe my tears.

Now,when i am miles away from you,i am missing you.i missed talking to you freely,sitting in front of you like a crazy little baby and talking like a parrot..

there aint a single moment of my life,where it doesnt remind me about you.what i am today is all because of you.whatever the success or any profession i lead today,i know i never fail to thank you,i know somewhere in my heart ,it tells me its cause of only father.

I dont chat with you frequently,but there isn't a single day where i haven't thought of you.you are always in my cupid heart.I think i have made you sad many times,i havent met your expectations many times but you were still there with me,in my hardest time,whenever i felt weak,hopless about life,i know you were holding my hand and encouraging me to be strong.

Thanks a ton for being there wherever i need you.It was your trust and faith in me that has made me to reach the heights of career.thanks  for mending me who  i am today,it wouldn't be possible without you for providing me everything i have ever demanded for .your unconditional support has supported me in knowing who i am . Loving encouragement from you has been the wind beneath my wings. 

i missed you more today.stay safe and take care.Once again ,thank you dad for being you.you are father to a daughter like me but also you are a kind human being,on your own journey of life,learning your own lessons.Even you haven't done anything that the world expects from you,you have been placed in my heart as the perfect father.

your loving daughter

Untangled tight knot of life

The tears just fell,the melody kept playing and sleep simply slept.the sun saw the dawn and the darkness tapped around. The rain got wet.and a sound heard a song.life seemed an endless road with sharp curves ahead,tried facing the storm with smile,tries flying with broken wings,tried enjoying life knowing death and love knowing nothing,lost own share of faith and skepticism.closing eyes and kneeling down to pray hadn't eluded either. The stark reality of life had been Savior and executor though. It was told by someone, never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple.

At the end,the only dream worth having is to dream one will live while   one is alive and die only when one is dead.situtaions knots it off, had to die while living.every dream crushed, every trust broken,had lead to other Bank of society,alone and hurting.but then there is mouths to be fed,bills to be paid and above all,lives to be lived though lost the count of the time. Spring brings no joy neither see an optimism In falling leaves of autumn.

It isn't simple to explain the irony life yet no complaints of this path and place it has taken to.the path is still straight yet filled with rocks and gravels,commitment and confusion society and rumors.society always have the upper hand in shaping the drama of others life.

Realitity speaks that....

we create so many memories with so many people just to see at the end that it disappears like a flickering sun behind that mountain which we cannot hold it back how much strong the rope of faithfulness is. All that we see at the end is just a chapter, with a hope of flipping it back again one day with all the smiles that we had together and the songs that we sang together...

In our modern times, if people are asked what the essence of life is, we often hear, "To go to school, to get a job, to buy a house, to get married, to have children, and to have a long, healthy, and prosperous life."

Even though these aspirations are usually motivated by the desire for constant happiness, we instead often experience transitory happiness, and unsatisfactoriness.

Knowing that we can't take any family, friends, or possessions with us when we die, and given the rare opportunity that we have, is this all that we would like to achieve while we still have our precious human life?

Knowing that we've experienced problems and suffering before, can we be certain that we won't experience something similar, or something even worse after we die?

If we really contemplate all of this, we begin to look for something that we can put into practice which will prevent us from experiencing future suffering - and that is exactly what the Dharma is intended for.
~ Chamtrul Rinpoche

A ton of thanks to the organisers

Words can hardly express the surprise, the joy and the gratitude I felt at the wonderful
and fantastic Farewell Party you organized for us on Friday,15th  April, 2016. I was
immensely surprised to see so many unexpected items in the programme---the music with
beautiful singing, accompanied by innovative games, and the surprising gifts:too numerous to account for.
The greatest surprise was the moment of vedio. I was really mesmerized how you guys managed to get it done in such a busy schedule with creation of nice vedio having a photos of every individuals! 

I have to say a “Thank you” to each
and everyone who contributed towards the surprising and awesome farewel party. I shall truly treasure this moment of the combined efforts of so many loving juniors who took pains to get it done
beautifully in time for the Farewell Party. I shall keep this moment to recall my sweet memory of every one of you.
You have taken time and energy to launch such a warm, loving and successful party
for us despite your busy schedule.
frankly speaking, the programme was really touching and heart-warming, and everything was lovely. I have never dreamt that the Farewell Party could have marvelous wonders,with lots of love and sacrifice behind the scene. For

this, I am very grateful!..

Don’t get lost hiding from the truth

My long term dream has gone.   I have always wanted one thing in this life, So, I will go on, I will find a way to be happy, it just won't be tomorrow.  Since I am a survivor, I always see the light at the end of the tunnel, it will be there for me in the future.  I still have hope for that dream to knot me once again.

An antidote to boredom-LOVE

14 february,..unforgettable day for her,where she got harsh betrayal from her love UNEXPECTEDLY

"The days were long,long as they had nothing moved apart.this is the day where i would never never gonna