FIRST DAY AT CST WITH MY THREE CHARMING FRIENDS OF YHS...

"The college schedule can seem crazy at times. Doing homework until midnight is not exceptionally glamorous or easy, but I love what I do and all that I learn. The best and worst part of college is the flexibility it offers. You are able to choose everything: your classes, extracurricular activities, friends, etc. A great deal of responsibility and time management is needed, but with a bit of planning and coffee you can be very successful. Surviving college takes hard work! However, at the end of all this, you will have your degree, and no one can take that away from you. How cool is that?”— Michelle Hattan

I still vividly remember my first day in college of science and technology.Heart racing , palms sweating as I got out of the car and walked towards the registration room inside the MPH, the butterflies were fluttering in my tummy! I wasn’t sure if it was my hunger or the nerve wrecking feeling I was experiencing.

On 21st july,i am not sure of date. At times,the announcements were taking place on the stage seemed probably important but with the distance that we(jenny,denkar,nim,yetsho and jerry) seated at , it sounded more like incessant chattering that could be easily ignored which was exactly what we did. Taking sight of the people around me was actually the most interesting thing I had done that day . Long streaked hair ( both guys and girls) , beautifully well-mannered dressup and unsual faces were the sights that overwhelmed me .

in the first week of collge days,we had very tight timetable and we felt like going mad cox many seniors told us that we would face many or at least a few shortcomings in college as it's NOT like high-school and not everyone there to help us,they even advised us to maintain CA and do well in class tests and all but we gave no damn to it,we took it lame and lenient.Sometimes I wonder whether they are actually attempting to make us feel worst.

Life in College felt like a liberation for me at first since I was far away from my family,No siblings near us to laugh voraciously by our side and no mother to persistently nag at us about what we should and should not do.

denkar,gurujee

It was a bit difficult at first to be with people we never knew. Adjusting to a new environment can be a challenge,not only me,for many it is difficult to adapt to a new lifestyle and new changes. I personally experienced that changes can be a huge challenge and something that will be difficult to adapt to.I didn't know how I should behave just to fit in. But eventually, everything went smoothly...

jenny(masterjee)

karma(boss)

Nim,student.

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LIFE WILL NEVER BE SAME AGAIN

Life will never be same again.

Everyone suffers, yet no matter how far the dark ripples of pain might spread, suffering is always individual. We feel it inside as wound to ourselves, but becoz its invisible, we can’t show this wound to anyone else.

Suffering can be defined as the pain that makes life seem meaningless and useless. At this stage of adulthood, we tend to learn to mask our emotions and feelings. We cannot share our hardships, sadness and trouble that we face day to day life to a person whom they haven’t experienced becoz sufferings differ from individual and it will take time for them to understand our hardships,problems and troubles too.

So,at that crucial moment, When we were in a world of loneliness, when there seemed none around to pour our feelings, we tend to meet a candid person but the question here is Do we expect each person we meet to be trustworthy?

Deciding to live from a place of acceptance
and expectation of good seems to me to be "throwing our heart out in front
of us”. Few weeks before, I got experience that if we expect to get hurt, it is likely it will be so. If we expect to fail, that too, is likely. If we are negative, there will be for sure suffering. Why? Because we give everything the meaning that it has for us. Likewise, if we let our arrogance to roam in our mind freely, it will never let us listen to what anyone else is saying. Usually it compel us to reflect what we are not the one. And let us closed so that we lose an opportunity to receive, which is indirectly indicates suffering too.

  Our world would change astonishingly if we took full responsibility for our own life. Picture a world without blame, a world of authorized people, sincerely interested in one another, responsible and accountable. Take responsibility for our
actions, opinions, feelings and plans, "I take responsibility for everything I think, say, feel and do.” this is what world is longing for …

Night Before My mathematics-2 Examination

The night before my mathematics-2 examination,

As I lay down for relaxation,

Closed my eyes covering my ear by headphone,

I dreamt of maths of eigen values and eigen vectors under the topic matrix

And of reducing quadratic equation to canonical form,

And of proof of divergence theorem and application of stokes theorem of very lengthy topics.

So many important questions that my math’s tutor Sir Apul told us to practice dance in my brain as if it’s gonna come in exam.

Not only that Sir Kumbu’s part application of ODE(overdose)i.e electric circuit and force vibration got fight in my brain of which one to study first.

So,force vibration won the fight and it let my whole body  vibrating which laid still on the warm bed

It forced my eyes to open wide just to negotiate simply by staring onto white walls

And say to myself it’s not fair,

That I should sleep and dream of LUFFY SAN(charater of one piece),

When I have had enough today(14^th june).

I tell myself, that I have prepared well as well can be.

But unfortunately my fate depends on the papers that will be lend to me.

Whether it’s too long or too short I have only three hours which decides to pass or fail after studying 4 months in one compleete semester.

In the examination hall – the next morning,

I soothe all my friends and told them

“Come on guys, be cool like amul kool, all is well”.

And in my case, I leave my fate in the faith of God.

But in the end at all times turns out to be,

not as bad as my night’s dream.

Is Harsh Words Always Meant to Hurt Always ??????

Being hurt by someone we love and care the most is very excruciating and frustrating. we love and care them, we find ourselves forgiving his/her harshness the first time, perhaps the second and third time as well, before we realize we are just involved with a stoned hearted-person. However, because we strongly feel sorry for hurting ourselves, and we keep on ignoring their harshness, frankly speaking, it is not easy for any one to be patient when somebody throws evrey harsh words hitted to us for many times, even though we know that being patient is probably what is best for us.we hang on, with hope that things would change and they will never hurt us anymore but it contradicts alot

What we really need to ask ourselves when somebody throws harsh words are: Do i consider a peaceful life in which my friends hurt me and to fight back? Is being hurt by a friend our idea of love and respect for friendship? When we are emotionally involved with such happenings, it is not always easy to ask and answer such logical questions. We often smile for hurting our feelings, just for the sake of hiding how much our feelings are hurt, just to make ourself feel better about staying with them who does not truly respect us.. Of course, there are different kinds of being hurt- little ones and big ones, but when feelings are hurt it is still a hurt, no matter the size or reason for the feelings being hurt.

Fate Made Her To Be Sister Of My Choice

You are someone I looked up to

you were there when I needed you the most.

You were the one who taught me to be real person.

You have helped me when times were bad.

It means more than I can say

.Though we are flowers of different garden,Fate lead you to be sister of my choice

So,thats the reason I chose to call you Ana Tashi.                                                 

Even though we are living in miles apart

It's like your still here next to me.

Because I keep you in my heart.

You will be always kept in my heart for whole life of  mine.

Its simple words of your MAKER

No one can ever take your place.

I could not imagine how my life would be if you haven't picked me and if I haven’t found you.

Our relationship should not be diminish by any trial and error of life 

Always remember i care you 

And i will be there for you till the end.To hold you tightly..

My life time listener..ANA TASHI

Goodbye Letter to My Miracle Friend

Dear my Miracle friend Jigme,

I want to congratulate you on your successes. Saying goodbye would be hard to face and I was right - it is hard.Anyway,I consider myself fortunate to have met such a special friend.Saying goodbye reminds me it ain't forever nor is it the end. i will miss you profoundly and i will remember you in my life.
I still remember the day when I first met you and to tell the truth I was really inspired by your words spoken to librarian madam Tshering yangchen. And I knew that your words were quite a good example of being good responsive and appreciable child to your parents and sincere and dedicated students to your lecturers,affectionate and caring friend to unknowns. At this moment am bidding you goodbye through a very simple letter, we may be separated by time and distance for short time, nothing will diminish our cute relationship so-called miracle friendship and i will always keep you in touch. I wish you happy adventures, fantastic new friendships, amazing experiences and the journey of a lifetime.

Though we are physically separated by miles but let’s not separate our miracle friendship by the miles

Maximum of our life is a chain of images. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and keep in mind that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of misery remember, it's only in the darkest that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.
"So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the times the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination."
In the end, I would like to wish you a very happy successful life and where ever you go wishes and prayers are always with you, my friend .May you defeat new faces of life. May the almighty GOD KON-CHO-SUM grace you with a happy rewarding life and I postulate that in coming days u will be an ideals to young ones and everyone will be obstinate to follow your footprints .Yes, I am very  lucky to have a friend like you.
lastly but not the least ,I end here my simple piece of letter witj the quotation of Irish Blessing ,”May the road rise up to meet you, may the wind be ever at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face and the rain fall softly on your fields. And until we meet again, may God hold you in the hollow of his hand”

With loads of care

Your shy Friend,
wangzom